You know those perfect manifestation stories, the one where someone sat
in their perfectly zen room, did their morning routine flawlessly, and
magically manifested their dream life?
Yeah, this isn't one of those stories.
Welcome to Real World Manifestation.
Where kids are screaming in the background, your bank account isn't quite
aligned with your vision board, and your ex just texted you, we need to talk.
This is for the messy manifestors.
For the people going through a true mess in their mind,
mess in their life right now.
The ones trying to align their chakras while dealing with chaos.
The ones wondering if they can still attract abundance when their
life looks more like a hurricane or like a full war zone like here
in Los Angeles than a Zen garden.
Here's the truth they don't tell you in those pristine manifestation masterclasses
or in tons of the content that you see.
Magic doesn't need perfect conditions to work.
Sometimes, the mess itself is the magic.
Sometimes, the chaos is the catalyst that propels you to your manifestations
faster than anything else.
This episode, I'm going to show you exactly how to transmute
your chaos into creation.
How to find the abundance portal in your anxiety.
How to manifest magic, not despite your mess, but through it.
Because let's be real, if you're waiting for perfect conditions to start
manifesting, you'll be waiting forever.
This is real world manifestation.
This is magic.
Whew!
What up, my people, my posse, my fellow crazies.
It's your host, Tiffany Carter, and this is the show that is going to help you
grow your business, your bank account, that big, beautiful brain of yours,
your abundance, your relationships.
and everything in between.
I first want to say thank you so much to everyone from all over the
world who's been checking on me and just checking in general on what they
can do on the people of Los Angeles being affected by the wildfires.
And I have come up with something where you can no matter where you are
in the world for every single written Apple podcast review of the show.
I am going to personally donate a hundred dollars to animal charities and non
profits that are helping rehouse animals That have been left behind or where people
can't take them to shelters and for all of the countless surgeries That need to be
done on the wildlife that is continuing to be rescued Out of the rubble of the fires
where they are burned They have Missing wings and so many other things that I've,
I'm sure you've seen on social media.
I'm not putting any cap on this.
So if you are appreciating the show in this episode and you share
this to people on your team or with your friends or with your family.
Literally, every single review will do this.
Now, if you have no access to Apple podcasts, like you're strictly like a
Spotify person, or a YouTube person, as long as you're subscribed to YouTube, you
tap the five stars on Spotify, you take a screenshot of the episode, and share
it in your Instagram, Facebook stories, share it on Tick Tock, and you tag me
at project me with Tiffany, I will count that as a review and also donate it.
I will be sharing how we are fundraising over in my Instagram stories.
And then of course I will share and tag the organizations that I donate to.
The reason I'm not sharing which organizations now is certain organizations
are actually saying We have enough.
Please donate to another organization in need and it changes so rapidly here.
And I also need some time to be able to vet these places as well because
sadly when there are catastrophic events It brings out a lot of evil in
people, but it also brings out the most beautiful traits of people as well.
And we're seeing both sides of that.
So please, even if you have to pause right now, go leave a written
podcast review on Apple podcasts.
If you don't know how to do it, you can literally Google it and
a video will come up showing you exactly how to do that for the show.
What I'm about to say is going to sound crazy to your brain to the point
where you might not want to believe it.
But I want to have you quickly do a mental adjustment so you can
get the most out of this episode.
Choosing to not believe what I'm saying.
to be truth when I have the receipts to back it up.
How is that benefiting you in any way?
For you to lean in and go, Oh, it sounds like hocus pocus.
Oh, that's not true for me.
Oh, it's too good to be true.
That is hurting you.
It's not helping you.
It's not serving you.
So instead, ask yourself, or at least allow yourself to be in the mindset
while listening to this episode of what if that is true for me?
You don't even have to be in an absolute for this to work,
but at least open the window.
Your front door might not be open yet, but open the damn window
of what if this is true for me?
How about I allow myself to be open to the possibility that even in the
messiness state of my life right now, or this one particular area of my
life right now, that this, is actually something that is propelling me closer and
faster to the desired life that I want.
Why not believe that even for this episode?
Even for today?
Even for this hour?
Even for this week?
There, you have nothing to lose by doing that.
So hear me when I say this.
Your mess is actually accelerating your manifestations.
This can sound to you right now who is in an acute situation.
Maybe you're one of my fellow people in Los Angeles who has lost their home in a
fire and you've come to this episode in order to be distracted in order to have
some non toxic positivity in your life.
Maybe you're going through a nasty, nasty custody battle or you've lost
a loved one or you've lost your job.
Or your business is not doing well and you're like months away from
bankruptcy, whatever it could be.
Or you're just in a bad way because you're a fellow person with
complex PTSD and major depressive disorder and you are in an episode.
All right, like you, it can seem like, who are you to tell me?
Like look at all this devastation and look at all this going on and all of this.
I'm not saying you have to sit here and be happy about what's happening in your
life or even sit there and go, I'm so grateful my house burned to the ground.
That is terribly toxic.
I don't want you to do that.
But what I am wanting you to challenge your brain to do is where could
this be potentially propelling me.
Into a direction I didn't even know is possible in my life to where
I'm needing to rebuild whether it's literally or it is emotionally or it
is physically, you know, I am rising from the ashes, pun intended, right?
Like I had a major ego death around my birthday in September
shout out my fellow Virgos and.
It 2024 was not cute for me.
Okay, it was my most abundant year financially, and it was one of my
hardest, most painful years, personally, and also physically, both can exist
at the same time, you can be going through the shit in your business.
and also meet the love of your life.
You can also be thriving in your relationships and be going through painful
lessons in your business or your health.
So all things don't have to be abundant for your manifestations to come through.
But what is happening also has a blessing in it.
There is a blessing in the shit.
That doesn't mean I want you to discount your feelings and
what you're going through.
In fact, I want you to honor them, but sitting in them day in and day
out puts you in this dark, victim, scarcity, helpless mentality, and
then you sink further and further into it and you get more and more scared.
stuck and it gets harder and harder to get out.
And I want this to be an episode you can come back to time and time again and
share with anyone who is going through the shits so that we can help you get out
of it, but not in a toxic, insensitive way to where you're ignoring the truth.
your own reality because that just doesn't work.
So when I was in this ego death, and if you're not, if you're not familiar
with it, here's what I say about them.
It's kind of like an orgasm.
If someone asked me like, what does an orgasm feel like?
You've never had one.
If you have to ask what an ego death is like, trust me, you've never had one.
It is, it rocks you to the core to your knees.
You've been contemplate your life.
Trust.
That's usually involved my last episode I did with my guest co host Regina Lawrence,
we both talk about and describe ego dust because we both had them in 2024.
We get brought to our knees so that we can rebuild differently so we can
be redirected and go into a direction that the universe is wanting us
to go in for the greater good of ourselves, our families and the world.
And we don't have the grand plan newsflash.
We can think we're in control.
We can think we put it on our vision board.
We set our intentions.
We want to manifest this thing.
We have goals.
That's beautiful to have those, but you have to leave space for the universe,
for a God of your understanding, for your angels, for your spiritual committee to
delight you, to direct you, to put you where you need to be so that it gets
to be better than you even imagined.
Because we can only imagine so much.
I never imagined that I would have this podcast helping millions of people make
millions and helping millions of people heal and being able to do something that
doesn't even feel like work on most days.
Some days everything feels like work, but most days it doesn't feel like work.
I get to do this while looking out at the ocean.
I get to have expendable income right now to be able to donate to help the
animals and the people of Los Angeles who have lost everything in the fires.
That's why I keep telling you guys who have businesses who are doing things
where you're feeling uncomfortable about putting content out there and showing up
and you have a hard time showing up when you're in the mess in your life and you
don't want to show up in that way because it's vulnerable or you don't want to
come across as sensitive or you want it.
You're protecting yourself.
You know, you're guarding your energy.
What I have to say to you is find some way that you can show up.
You might not be at your best, okay, but you don't have to show
up as your best to manifest.
You don't have to show up as your best to manifest millions of dollars.
You don't have to show up as your best to attract beautiful people
in your life and to help people.
In fact, what's amazing when I show up at my worst, And you listen
to my episodes from 2024, okay?
Many, many, many days I was at my worst.
I'm talking suicidal ideation, okay?
Not where I was going to do anything, but ruminated about it, ruminated about it.
Emergency therapy sessions, okay?
And I don't have to share all my stuff.
That's not always healthy to do.
But I didn't come on here You know, my listeners know that I didn't
come on here and fake it with you.
There's little literal episodes where I started it by saying, I am not doing well.
And I'm coming on here solely to prove to you that even when you're not at
your best, but you are committed to showing up as the best you can on any
given day for yourself and for your manifestations, and for the people you
serve, that that is more than enough.
And you'll be surprised because you're Ego will tell you it's not enough.
No one wants to see you like that.
No one wants to be around you when you look like that.
Oh, well, you don't have it together.
Like no one wants to, no one's going to want to hire you because
of this, that or the other and all the other things that that is.
Ego of yours gaslights you into believing.
You want to know what episodes of mine, what pieces of content of mine, what
emails I've sent out in my secret posse weekly digest, which you absolutely
need to be in my email community.
Like there's a reason why my open rate is 54 percent on average, which
is unheard of in this industry.
And you can swipe up and go on the show notes.
To join for free.
It's project me with tiffany.
com forward slash secret posse to access that that's different
than my project me posse business and money coaching membership.
Okay.
And there could be a handful of spots that are open of new members right now.
I'm not sure, but I've also included that link in the show notes and here in the
description on YouTube on project me TV.
And.
That's like a next level and working with me.
You also will get by joining and I'm showing it here on YouTube.
You're getting, when you join my Project Me Posse business coaching
membership, you get my content creation made easy course bundle for free.
Like this is when, if you're someone who's going, where do I even begin with content?
To start making money with my content or start making money and getting
clients and getting leads and getting sales and getting gigs For even
my physical in person business.
You could be a realtor.
You could be a practitioner You could be a yoga instructor.
You could have some kind of a beauty company.
You could have a retail store You can have an e commerce store.
You can be a coach.
This works for literally every industry And this is my exact
content planner that I use.
So it's printable.
So you can print it out at home or go somewhere to print it.
Plus you have like the video training, you have my fill in the blank
content, caption template because I know a lot of you get stuck on
those captions, like what do I put in the caption and what do I do here?
I have given you a starting point for free.
When you join the posse, so you can do the annual membership, which is ends up
being 2 a day because you get two months for free or for my commitment phobes.
You can do my month to month.
I don't know how many spots are left or any are left.
You can just check back every couple of days.
If when you go on the page to sign up, it says full.
So are going my link in the show notes and you can also
go to project me with tiffany.
com forward slash project me posse so all of these ways to work with
me are inside the show notes my free resources and the paid ways to do so
so I want you to ask yourself, Another question.
Even better, if you write about it, but I also understand you might be in a
state right now where you don't even have the energy or capacity to write about
it, and I'm very realistic about that.
I used to literally not work with any therapist who would tell me to journal.
I'd be like, go fuck yourself.
I can barely feed and bathe myself, I'm not gonna journal.
But, guess what?
The truth comes out when you write, when you write pen to paper, especially.
So, I make a big point of journaling now because you'll even shock yourself at
what comes out when you write things.
I want you to ask yourself, where could this be redirecting me to?
with whatever you have going on.
You are clearly being redirected.
Where could this be?
You're just getting curious is all.
Where could this be redirecting me to?
Could it be redirecting me to moving to another city,
another country, another state?
Could this be redirecting me to change how I take care of my health and my life?
Could this be redirecting myself to a new group of friends, someone who
I'm truly meant to be with, or the people I'm meant to be surrounded by?
Could this be redirecting me to finally say fuck it?
And really go all in and stop toe dipping on my business Because there
is always a medicine for us in the mess And why I say the mess that is going on
the chaos that is going on Is actually part of the manifestation process.
It's like, well, that sounds painful.
I don't know where this, this, belief came from that manifesting is all cute and
pretty and, and high vibey and beautiful.
It is not.
It's also messy and terrifying and uncomfortable and painful.
That ego death that I had in my birthday, and I was in a gorgeous spot.
I was in a villa in Turks and Caicos, okay?
I was in, I called that place Abundance Island.
It's not like I wasn't appreciative of being there.
I was on my knees, Literally, talking to the universe, talking
to God, talking to my angels.
I, I knew I was being redirected.
I was in so much pain.
And the message I got was, you got caught up in an old behavior.
You will never do this behavior again.
And I was shocked.
I was, at first I wanted to go, I'm confused.
What behavior?
What are you talking about?
Because again, our egos are cunning, baffling and manipulative, right?
My ego wanted, you're confused, you stay stuck, you're confused, you don't
manifest, you're confused, you stay broke.
Okay, confusion is dangerous.
And I know a lot of you get in that state.
And it is a very, very shady way.
that our egos keep us from doing the things.
It keeps us in a state of settling.
You're dealing with a sociopath and or narcissist in your mind.
If you've ever had a toxic relationship, these people keep you in something
called the fog in order to control you.
Fog stands for fear, obligation, and guilt.
It keeps you in a foggy state so you can't see what's going on clearly.
You start losing yourself.
You lose touch of reality.
You lose touch of like, The facts of this person, you get brain fog, you,
you're not yourself, you lose your zest for life because that's when someone
can best control, manipulate you.
Your ego will do the same thing to you if you don't do anything to counteract it,
which is why I have this podcast, which is why I have my programs, because you
infuse yourself with all of this stuff.
It helps you naturally counteract it.
Same with like my abundance walks that I give you guys for free.
That link is also in the show notes.
Like you need to intentionally be taking actions to counteract
what goes on in that mind.
And if you are especially going through a messy time, you need
to really up the ante with this.
Like Everything depends on it.
So I know, because I've obviously trained myself and I teach this,
I know confusion is bullshit.
It's an abuse tactic.
And so I was like, okay, you're not, you're not confused.
What is this?
What is this message?
What is this lesson?
What did I get into?
What is a behavior that I repeated that I didn't realize I was
repeating that led me to this point where I'm having this experience?
And I even knew at that point, this has to be, this is an ego death.
Like when you have one, you know it.
And I didn't know the answer right there, but I put it out there.
So you don't have to know the answer.
You don't have to know all the whys.
Figuring it out, by the way, is another clever way that we can
dissociate from how we're feeling.
So you don't have to have it figured out.
So I put it out there into the universe, like, please help make this more clear
to me because I'm not seeing it clearly.
So then I went and did positive distractions.
And this is something that I want you to be doing to manifest your
positive You know, in a mess.
I want you to do dissociative tasks or activities that are healthy, so
not like binge drinking, okay, but that are healthy, that take your
mind out of the acute situation.
Using the examples even right now of the Los Angeles fires.
I did feel a little guilty going to Pilates class.
Who the hell's going to Pilates class asking, acting as though everything is
fine when people have lost their homes?
Like, I should be volunteering 14 hours a day.
Well, that's not sustainable.
And I have to take care of myself in order to help myself and others, right?
So I did it anyway, right?
I slept 10 hours, several nights this week, my nervous
system needed that to regulate.
I am making sure that I do tasks like even record podcast episodes, going on
TikTok live, having, helping a friend who is like shopping for all these
different looks for a music festival.
She knows what's going on here.
She's not being insensitive.
I asked her to help distract me.
So I virtually went shopping with her, right?
And like, we were laughing at stuff and like, that really helps.
Some of you Getting into a creative project, coloring, redecorating a
room, doing something that gets your mind just right out of that repetitive
loop of negativity, of victimness, of helplessness, of hopelessness.
Run errands, go to the damn grocery store.
I don't care, but you need to do something different.
Binge my podcast, right?
Binge my content, like some stuff that's actually safe and good for you
because what will happen when you're doing those things is there's going to
be something you watch on TV, something you hear, something you see when
you're out doing something, something will come to you in a yoga class.
And you will end up getting what the message is of this mess.
You will end up hearing it very clearly because you've
intentionally asked the universe.
You've put it out there.
You have put in, in the energy field.
You have put out in the algorithm.
You know, almost like a beacon going boop, boop, boop, boop, boop, boop, boop, boop.
We're searching for the thing and it brings it to you.
But it's very hard to hear these messages when your nervous system is like
literally in fight, flight, or freeze.
And that's why I need you to have these moments.
It's not, you might, you won't even have necessarily an hour of it, but
you need to have moments of reprieve to be able to hear the divine.
Okay.
And you can get moments of reprieve and crisis.
I've had enough crisis in my life.
Just listen to my book that's on here.
That I can speak to this and you'll be able to do that.
So what came up for me is, Tiffany, you went in to an old familiar behavior
that's rooted in ego, that is rooted in fear, that is rooted in self
protection of if I want to maintain all of this abundance that I have had
showered upon me in early in 2024.
You're gonna have to work, bitch.
And my ego got in there, subconsciously, slipped in there without me realizing it.
And it's like, you want this level of abundance?
You want to keep this up?
You've gotten a surge of podcast listeners.
A surge of money.
I mean, I'm talking a big surge.
Like, week after week, 100, 000 a 000 a week, I mean, insane, like for me insane,
like, holy crap, and I've made a, like, a great amount of money for quite some
time now, but this, I went to another level, I did a timeline jump, okay?
And that nervous system, when you can have a surge of abundance,
or you can have a surge of shit happen to you, both can spiral you.
Okay, on both sides, extreme abundance, extreme shit will bring
out like that old buried beliefs and stuff will come out and take charge.
And what happened?
I would say it was like the second half in particular of 2024.
I went into you've got to work.
You've got to do more.
You want to keep this up.
You want to keep this up, Tiffany.
You got to do this.
You want to serve more people.
You have to do this.
You've got all this abundance.
You've got to give more.
You've got to show more.
I mean, it was non stop this churning in my mind.
And so I overworked, plus my brain was exhausting me because
that's not a fun space to be in.
That's a fear space because basically what it's saying is when you're feeling
like you're in a spot of despair, of stress, resentfulness, you don't
feel light, you don't feel free, you don't feel expansive, you don't feel
those abundant feelings, you're in scarcity, you're in a fear response.
Right?
You have something going on.
So some of you who are listening to this are like, Oh, shit.
I am in that right now.
And this happens to all of us.
Okay?
You don't have to have a catastrophe happen for this to happen.
You could have a mental health disorder and this happens.
You could have a series of little annoying things that put you into this.
Okay?
Like there's no, don't, don't allow your brain to tell you You have all of this
and you have this amazing family and this business and you make all this money.
So you shouldn't be feeling this way.
Now you're doing toxic gratitude on yourself.
And that's doesn't feel good.
That's not, that's not a plan here.
And what I realized I did is I was so afraid to lose all the work and the
success and the heart that I've put into building project me with Tiffany Carter.
That my internal mechanism went to, like an abundance cap, like this feels so good.
This almost feels too good to be true.
I'm gallivanting through Europe for weeks and I'm still having these
insane cash weeks, you know, and it's like, how can you really keep
this up at like it hit that cap.
And so then it triggered all those behaviors, which then put me in this
state of feeling Exhausted, depleted, not myself, and I didn't know how to get out
of it, and it was affecting my health.
And thankfully, I ended up in such a low spot that that is what woke me up.
That amount of pain had to wake me up.
And that is one small example of how when we're in the depths of despair and in
our stuff, that is actually the missing link, the missing key, the missing
puzzle piece, the last thing that's needed to ignite your manifestations.
Because I saw it so clearly then, I went, I see what happened.
Let me take a momentary break from this episode to ask you something.
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So you know that you want to stop messing around and you want to get
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You can swipe up.
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Please do not apply unless you are truly at a point.
Okay.
Even if you're starting from zero, even if you're already making millions.
Okay.
I work with entrepreneurs no matter where they're at in their journey.
We just customize the strategy to get you to the goal that you're
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And we use the same application process, but don't apply unless you're
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I don't want to waste any more time.
I've wasted enough time kicking the can down the road.
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I just don't want anyone applying just to like out of curiosity.
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If you have some other question before you apply, you can message me on
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That's the best place to do this.
So swipe up.
The application is in the show notes and let's make 2025 the year
that your abundance comes alive.
I see that there is this buried belief that was so ingrained, I
reached an abundance cap, which is something I have reached before
in my life, that I teach you guys.
And I was thinking like, I am over that now, that isn't going to happen.
And so it humbled me.
So I needed to be clearly humbled.
And it forced me to to go, I need to look at how I'm operating and doing things and
having things set up so that I catch this so I don't fall into this going forward.
And then you think, Oh, after an ego death, all is fine now, all is great.
The skies have parted.
We're all good.
That's not life.
That's not reality.
How many of you have heard like bad things happen in threes?
Okay.
And I'm not trying to manifest that, but you know why that I believe that happens?
Because you need to be so broken down sometimes in life.
to rebuild into the next version of yourself that you're meant to be.
I have never seen anybody who transformed their lives in a huge way where it
didn't come from the goddamn ashes.
I don't know anybody, maybe you do, I don't know anyone who didn't
lose their health, maybe have cancer, lose a parent of coached
people who've lost their children.
Who've not only lost their children, they lost their child,
and then they lose their job.
And then they end up getting diagnosed with something.
Okay?
Like, where it's like, I can't handle anymore, universe.
Like, I surrender.
I'm at your mercy.
I am on my knees.
I can't do anymore.
And that is what happened after that ego death.
I had, and I can't share all of it, I do, I am a little more open about some
things inside my posse membership because that's a closed container, but like, out
in the, so to speak, full, full public, I do have to be careful of how I share
things because I don't want to get sued.
I got railed and nailed, and not in a sexy way.
It kept going, it kept going, I'm talking whack, whack, whack, whack.
My physical health, major inner trauma, crap, so let's just say family crap,
like deeply painful stuff, taxes whacked unexpectedly, I could keep going.
And I was so beaten down.
I was like, Oh my God, I can't take anymore.
Like Please.
And I can be stubborn in, in true surrender.
And I am making this point and using my story to showcase the proof
of this and to teach this to you.
When you get to a point of true surrender, you also know what that feels like.
Most of us do half surrenders.
universe, you know, God, angels, like I'm humbled.
Please help me.
Please guide me.
I need help.
There is a big difference.
And some of you know what I'm talking about.
And some of you don't because you have resisted being in
true surrender in your life.
And what the universe will do is it'll knock you down to enough pain
and enough humility To where you are, you have no choice but to have faith.
You have no choice but to build that faith muscle.
You have no choice but to turn your will over to a God of your understanding.
And the times in my life where I've had extreme timeline jumps, where I have had
incredible changes and transformation and manifestations and areas of my
life, it is when I've been on my knees.
I mean in, and it's being hit every possible way.
And then I took a fun little trip for my inner child because
I needed it for Christmas.
And then I made plans for a trip for New Year's because I was like this
year was so painful and I want to make sure going into 2025 I'm, I'm in
an abundant state and I'm having fun and I want to do whatever possible
to set that up and blah, blah, blah.
Nope, the universe goes, no, we're going to give you the most debilitating flu
that has been going around in history that is literally killing people.
We are going to give that to you out of the blue and you are going
to be bedridden for the rest of the year going into the new year in
which you have to cancel this trip.
And I spent from.
And a lot of people, by the way, got this flu.
There is literally a trending hashtag on TikTok and it was called, was it
called like, I'm spacing on the name now.
Was it called, , I feel like it was called like Chris, not Christmas flu.
I can't remember.
But.
There was a trending hashtag about it.
Thank God for that app because I was, I felt so alone and
I was so miserable and sick.
I was like, am I the only one who's who has this?
And thank God there was a hashtag.
There was tons of people who got sick.
At the end of 2024, where we were forced to stay still, where we had
no choice but to have people help us, where we had to let things go in our
business, we had to let things go in our personal life, we had to let things,
things go that we were even looking forward to, we had a truly release.
I have never I can't remember the last time ever I've been
in bed that many days straight.
I was definitely bedridden for eight days And I would say this
flu lasted 12 to 14 days for me.
So, I didn't enter the new year in a state of, Yes!
2025!
Yeah!
Because that's how I thought I should enter the new year.
Or even like after a birthday, right?
Here my birthday, I didn't enter my new year of my birthday in
some rah rah high vibe place.
I didn't like that.
And here I wasn't entering the new year in that, instead, I was entering it
in, I was crawling, and I was grateful to be crawling, and I had everything
stripped away, I was, I was slowly crawling into the new year, and that
happened for me, because the lesson is, you're going slow and steady, baby.
You don't need to chase abundance.
You don't need to overwork.
You are safe.
You are secure.
You're supported.
Believing anything else puts you back in that other state,
and we've stripped that away.
You can never go back to that again.
We have shed that.
That is gone.
You're walking forward in a state of humility, in a state of honoring and
protecting yourself physically, mentally, and emotionally first, regardless of how
much money is coming in, regardless of how much fame happens for you, regardless.
And I can tell you, I feel it with every bone in my body, That the universe
is also preparing me for a big surge.
A lot of you who are sitting there wondering, Why haven't
I, you know, gone viral?
Why don't I have a bigger audience yet?
Why isn't my business blown up?
Why aren't more people buying my things?
I see all these people having this, that, or the other.
You know, why have I not found my life partner yet?
Why is it taking so much work for me to feel and look good in my
body or what, you know, why is this catastrophe happening to me again?
It's natural to want to know the why, like I said earlier, figuring it
out as a way to avoid your feelings.
It's a way to intellectualize what is going on and not have to be in your body.
I am very good at doing that.
Okay.
And the reality is, is that.
You are being given resilience.
You are strengthening certain muscles that you needed to have strengthened
to prepare you for your timeline jump, for this manifestation, for this
abundance surge that you are getting.
You're going through this shit.
It's here.
You're getting it and The universe knows God knows what you need in order to be
able to handle this abundance to handle The person coming in your life to handle
the growth of your business to handle the money to handle the things It knows
what you need way more than you do and you wouldn't be able to survive it.
You wouldn't be able to sustain it.
You would end up sabotaging it if you didn't end up strengthening
these resilience muscles that these messy times give us.
And it also forces us to strip away.
Beliefs, people, places, things that we didn't even realize how much were
weighing us down or impacting us because it's happening subconsciously
or we're in denial or we didn't want to see it because sometimes we don't
want to see it because we have a fear of being alone or a fear of judgment.
And it is putting you and positioning you to be in a direct line for the
abundance that you are wanting to attract.
So, when you are, whether it's now, whether it's three months
from now, whether it's tomorrow, because it's inevitable, you will
have messy shit happen to you.
And I need you, if you don't take anything else away from this episode,
to believe that the mess, okay, that you are experiencing is getting
you closer to your manifestations.
This chaos is taking you to creation, right?
Like this is Part of it, not just when you're feeling great, not just
when people are watching your videos, buying your stuff, leaving you great
reviews, all, all the relationships in your life are vibing and you have great
energy that's manifesting too, okay?
But the real manifestors, the real way to sharpen those manifestation
tools and those muscles.
is what happens when you're going through the shit.
I really hope this episode served as a great reminder and
a support to you right now.
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I feel I did a really good job of making sure there was nothing that even
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than when you're going through something deeply painful than hearing that like,
Pollyanna positive motivational talk.
It's actually causes a lot of shame.
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Wishing you great health, wealth, and worth as always.
Love you.